if i cant take the pain away if i cant make you stop crying if i cant get the look off your face just know that im sorry. im sorry that u never noticed the tears that you spilled im sorry that i never said everything was going to be ok im sorry that i never stopped you from smashing that wall. if i can only take the pain away for just a moments time just know that im on the skirts of your minf with music, paper and a pen just know that im here just know that im your friend
something blocks my eyes from the truth that bleeds from the mouth of lies which tells me that my love loves another but spills lies to my ever-trusting ears that are tuned to his radio that caught my heart in a knot and twisted into a pulp that made me cry from my ever-searching eyes for the truth that is blocked from the mouth that lies but bleeds the truth to my ever-searching ever trusting ever-tuned to make me cry from my heart to make my soul slip between my fingers into your gripping fists that leaves me curled up in the corner gripping pillows that knows my fears and tasted my tears because my love loves another and no longer loves m
i want to call it love i want to say that i really do love some one thats like me in so many ways i want to say that i really dont care what people say because i only know that the truth will come out soon i want to say all these things but mist it all one thing is true i really do care for him but to say that i love him makes me wonder if it will all go away id dont want something this good in my life walk away from me so im aking all who hear me help me because even though i never say it baby you got to know it know that i love you im just scared of love
im so over the new comings and the old goings im so over the once had happiness and the so depressing sadness that overwhelms ones souls so much it has no end im so over everyones heartless thought comments and actions why are we brought up to love one another buck end up just being selfish and not caring except for our own im so over it
He dont know
He dont know how it feels to be in love with some one that you dont even know if he loves you back.
He dont know that what he does hurts and it makes my days darker and darker cuz I know that someday somebody not gonna care and take him out of my life.
He dont know that when he cutz and burnz himself that im the one left with the scares.
But I guess that it means nothing to him. I guess all the things he wrote and said aint worth a nickel in the world. I guess he dont know.
Human
I have one question for the world- are you human if you have no feelings?
Well I can answer that question for you, NO. I say no because to all the ones
That have to put up with being name called and picked on because you dont hang out
With them or because you dont have $140 to get some new Js . Or is it because
youre wearing mich match clothes with buttons and safety pins, with funky hair with
different dies in your hair. They pick on you just to push your buttons , to see what
hurts and what doesnt . I call them unhuman , because they dont know how it feels ,
they dont know what it is lik
if i cant take the pain away if i cant make you stop crying if i cant get the look off your face just know that im sorry. im sorry that u never noticed the tears that you spilled im sorry that i never said everything was going to be ok im sorry that i never stopped you from smashing that wall. if i can only take the pain away for just a moments time just know that im on the skirts of your minf with music, paper and a pen just know that im here just know that im your friend
something blocks my eyes from the truth that bleeds from the mouth of lies which tells me that my love loves another but spills lies to my ever-trusting ears that are tuned to his radio that caught my heart in a knot and twisted into a pulp that made me cry from my ever-searching eyes for the truth that is blocked from the mouth that lies but bleeds the truth to my ever-searching ever trusting ever-tuned to make me cry from my heart to make my soul slip between my fingers into your gripping fists that leaves me curled up in the corner gripping pillows that knows my fears and tasted my tears because my love loves another and no longer loves m
i want to call it love i want to say that i really do love some one thats like me in so many ways i want to say that i really dont care what people say because i only know that the truth will come out soon i want to say all these things but mist it all one thing is true i really do care for him but to say that i love him makes me wonder if it will all go away id dont want something this good in my life walk away from me so im aking all who hear me help me because even though i never say it baby you got to know it know that i love you im just scared of love
im so over the new comings and the old goings im so over the once had happiness and the so depressing sadness that overwhelms ones souls so much it has no end im so over everyones heartless thought comments and actions why are we brought up to love one another buck end up just being selfish and not caring except for our own im so over it
throat cloged up as i fight my tears just like every other day some one or some thing makes me cry dont matter who or what it is i just cry doesnt make any sense to me but such as life
of all the times iv seen you standing thereit seems to me that you never really cared of all the letters all the pain and i wonderd if you would ever think of me so
why must i put up with your boyish tatics baby tell me why,
cuz im looking for the answer with no luck to be found.
with the kicks so right, and the swagg so rifick, mabey theres something that can be transformed cuz all i got to do is look at you and you can transform like transformers, but more my style baby. transform me? thats all you can say, cuz i can get that cool freezing actualy, make you say brrr. haha funny aint it im bein like tiffany evans singin that im grown now, but you know the deal i aint goin no were to soon so baby you got time
BONEZ SAID THAT SO IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!
iv waited for a person that understands me like you do. knows how i feel like you do. know what im goin through like you do. you mad promises that you couldnt keep, made a vow to never weep. iv seen you cry, though those lies i always knew why, but i didnt think that you would break a promise. i didnt think i would lookin away everytime i see you walkin my way. i wished that it was the same, before the drama, before the lies. when everything was cool, like it used to be. you made a promise to be here when seasos change, for you , for me, for eternity. i believed that nothing would ever happin, that i wouldnt cry so hard, deep racking sobs tha
somethin that you already now by Bonez96, literature
Literature
somethin that you already now
so u wanna go and talk bout me and say that i was doin dis boy and that boy. well i got news 4 ya . this girl right here aint never had sex a day in her life.and this girl right here dont take little girls talkin stuff about and aint gonna do nothin bout it, so u better correct what u sayin cuz if u dont i wont be the one that they talkin bout who have sex and all that they gonna be talkin bout how u got wooped on cuz u dont know how to shut up.i dont know what u heard bout me and i really dont care but u better start showin me some respect cuz iv been nice with ya, but imma get down right ugly with you and u dont want that cuz it ain preety
i have been waiting for a while for you to notice me, like a dream amd it happens but then you wake up and it feels so real but you know deep inside that it wouldnt happen. so i waited and waited and now i know that waiting was worth my while. the other girls tould me that it wouldnt happen but i didnt listen, but i guess that im to hard headed ,as you would say. but like a dream comes true, you walked into my life like a new light buld and lighten my dark days.iwouldnt know how to thank you more than i have already, but i say it each day i look into your eyes and you smile that smile that makes me forget what i was goin to say. i wish you kn
im wanted for stealing- stealing hearts. im wanted for not giving a Fxxx when i hurt somebody. im wanted for love, for enternal love that someone has for me and can not get over it. im wanted for a stone cold look with glistening eyes that lure people in. im wanted for my babyface, curve body, and a attitude out front like fxxx you, but inside stay here with me. im wanted for my family cuz lord knows i got the best. im wanted for my little bro, cuz he take after me ,of course. im wanted because im wanted, and your not. whos to blame?
Favourite genre of music: Rap hip hop Favourite photographer: smurphette Favourite style of art: pool studios MP3 player of choice: i pod Wallpaper of choice: funny bunny Skin of choice: light brown to dark brown almost black Favourite cartoon character: Tinker Bell Personal Quote: haters are my motivaters so keep hatin cuz im just cakin
i never thought that i would leave my deviant art family behind and im sorry for all those who missed me more and more each day i never showed a sign of life. but i am back now and i think we can all smile with pleasure because i really think that i have grown from the hating the whole world pre- teen and the some what mature teen. im not saying that im strait up grown, im just saying that i know now that all that was for attention that i did not get or when i did did not want. cant we all agree to that? well as i was saying im am not sire what future things will bring and we can only see. i hope you all will be patient and understanding as i
ok sounds funny but... i have kno idea what i was doing when i said this : yea, sure, something like that. it wasnt nice, i was just plain old rude, and worst i laughed about it when i get called down th to the principals office. the whole time he was talking about children being ungrateful the whole movie, i was smirkin which turned into a full blown gut laugh! so ya... i think it would be appropret to call this journal "somethin like that". dont you think?
got waevr on my mind so i write it out. i got u on my mind so i talk it out. wont evr say it to ur face , cuz u not the emotinal type, but u kno how i fell, u kno it very well cuz i tould u.so do wat evr, cuz im not lettin go.